Life with a Toddler

Life is so busy with justice, school and just the day to day that is involved with being a single mom. I can't wait for this quater to be over so that I can have a little down time and get ready for summer quater to start

Ok so me and little man have moved twice now that we are on our own. It has been interesting but we are doing extremely well. I am in school full time and justice goes to daycare (school) and he loves it. This is his second daycare now that we moved. Since we moved we got a puppy, fish, a snake and i have met a wonderful man that treats me and justice great. I met him awhile ago and things are wonderful i couldn't ask for anything more in my life right now.
life has changed a lot and my thoughts and feelings have changed about a lot of things but i guess that is what divorce does to you. i am not sure what more to say about that, but i am sure that any way has gone through what i am going through will agree with me.
I am so excite to start back on my blog daily and to start doing reviews and giveaways again now that i have internet and have settled in to our new home.
justice is getting so big he and he is the most handsome little man that i have ever seen and is getting smarter by the day. he is learning so much at daycare and loves where we live since my sister lives right by us so he can go and play with my neice and nephew all the time. life is going great.

I am sorry it has been so long, me and little man are doing well. We have moved and I am now a single mom going to school full time and taking care of Justice. Life is good but busy

my life are changing and not sure what to think about it. I am getting ready to re enter the working world and i am really excited for that. I love being a stay at home mom but i think i am really needing to know that i can work again and make my own money. Justice is getting big and really starting to get to be a wonderful little man. He has his moments but what child does not, I think that is just being a kid. He still doesn't really take a nap and when he does it is a fight to get him to do so. I think that if this is as bad as it gets then i will be ok but there are days when i want to ripe my hair out because it is being a little turd and i am not sure how to curb that. I love being a mom and would not change that part of my life for anything.

I am trying to get things figured out so that i have time in the day for everything that needs to be done and what needs to be done but not sure how all of that is going to happen.


I believe this is one of the last pictures i have like this. Little man does not have a binkie anymore and doesn't even ask for it

Me and Justice and daddy went to Winthrop on vacation last week. It was so wonderful to take justice over there since he had never been there. We had a blast at Aaron's grandparents house, they live right in Winthrop. We got there Monday morning and that night it started to snow. Not what I was looking forward to but justice really liked the snow and running around in it bare foot. That is my little man. We took justice down town every day and play in town and he got to go to the candy store everyday. Something I do not do at home, but since we were on vacation I went a head and said ok with it. We also took him for a hike in the mountains to a huge waterfall and he had a blast. He loved the waterfall. We went to twist too and and took him to hank's which is a grocery store with animals that are stuffed there. The owner had just went some where and killed a lion and had it stuffed and put in his store. Justice loved seeing all the animals, he was so mad that he had to leave. He cried and screamed for a while. We just had a lot of fun doing things together and hanging out as mommy daddy and son. It was a much needed time together as the three of us.

We came home wednesday night over a pass that was covered in snow but we made it home safely which i am very happy about.

The rest of the week we just did things together and hung out. It was so much fun. I am thankful for the times that i get to do things with my son and my husband.

Justice still has no binkie and is doing really wonderful with that.

Sunday after nap time I took little man's Binky and hid it because I was tired of the thing. He has now been with out it ever since. I never thought this day would come since he was so attached to the thing but it is so nice not having him talk through the thing all the time and telling to take it out so that we could understand what he was saying.I am sad because that means that he is getting bigger and more independent but it was something that had to happen.
Now on to the potty training, I would like to see him with no diapers by the time he is three but we will see as he has no interest at all in the potty. I am trying everything but nothing is working right now. I want to not have to change diapers for a while but we will see how this goes and when it will happen.
I have been sick all week and have not a whole lot of nothing. Staying home is nice but not when you are sick and just want to sleep all day. With justice around sleeping really isn't an option or my house would be destroyed.

Justice still isn't really taking naps, I try everyday but it is getting to be a pain that I might just tell him that he needs to play in his room for a while, we will see because he needs his naps still but i am not sure how to approach it differently so that he will take them. He gets grumpy when he doesn't take one but it is getting too much of a hassle to even try anymore, but i need him to take a nap so that I can have some down time to get things done that need to be done that I can not really do when he is awake.
On the 20th of September we celebrated our 6year anniversary. We went out to dinner and drove around for a while. It was nice to spend time with my husband and remember why we got married and love each other. Justice got to go to aaron's parents and had a blast, then the next weekend we did the oyster run and justice went to my mom and step dad's and had a blast there
Every time he is somewhere I am not they always tell me how good he is and he never gets into anything. Wow that is my son,I am very happy that he is a good boy for everyone but it would be nice if would not get into everything when he is home with me. Sometimes I just don't want to clean up as many messes as my little man makes all the time. I want a clean house for more than five mins. maybe someday right.
He is talking so much more and really has a mind of his own. He tells you no now, stop it, love you and has really taken after me and not stop talking. He loves to tell you all about everything and at some points I think he talks more than I do and I really did not think that was possibly.

Life has been so busy lately and my little man is becoming a man of his own. He has learned to tell us no and disobey lately, it is getting frustrating but I am doing by best to deal with it. Justice last weekend got to stay the night at aaron's parents so that we could have so time together. Justice did really well and acted like nothing happened. It made me happy and sad that he didn't need his momma anymore.
He is growing up way to fast for me. I still can not keep him in bed at nap and bed time and it seems to be getting worse then better, but it is something that we are dealing with.
This last weekend I really did not get to see little man that much as I was gone saturday and sunday doing different things but he had fun with his daddy and then his nana and pappa. I missed him and I know that he missed me as on sunday night he was very whinny and wouldn't let his daddy even sit by him just momma. It was a tough day until bed time and then I layed next to him in his bed til he fell asleep and woke up in the morning in a way better mood.
Life i the same just getting busier and not enough time in the day to get everything done that I need to do with a little man who will not sit still and not get into everything.
I am also not liking the whole three hours of getting out of bed before we finally lay down to take our nap and the screaming and fits he has been throwing. Life was easier a couple months ago.

I know that things have not been done on here for a while so this weekend i am going to crank out the reviews that need to be done and giveaways. sorry


nothing has really changed around here other than justice got his first real black eye from his rocking horse the other day and now spanks the horse and tells it, that it is a bad horsey. it is cute but i feel bad for my little man

Bed and nap times have become a night mare around my house. I am ready to just let the little man stay up until he passes out somewhere. He gets up many times. Nothing works to keep him in his bed and it is getting frustrating same with the middle of the night getting up too. I am ready to scream because I really do not know what to do any more. I have not been able to post very often because I have not had the time, little man just is not the same little boy any more. Help me

Life as I know it around here has been a little out of sort. As of monday I will be back to myself and blogging again. i am sorry to everyone whom reads my blog I really have slacked since I lost the baby. I am getting back to normal and will be posting about our life with justice and reviews and giveaways starting monday. Sorry once again

Sorry it has taken me so long to get the winners drawn. So here they are

Simple Stencil
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Guardian Angel Bracelet
Kendahl Step Mom Extraordinaire.


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I have not posted lately, one because my internet was down and I have just been busy.

Me and justice did the fair everyday this last week and on Friday night daddy went back to the fair with us. I only live a couple blocks away so we walked there everyday and had a ton of fun. Then saturday I had a Cookie Lee booth at the fair and was there from 8am to 11:30 pm. I was so tired but my booth did really well and I made a lot of new contacts. I missed my little man but he had a good day with daddy, they went out to breakfast, coffee and then to a car show. After justice went to bed that night Aaron finished painting Adina's room. I am still tired from the long weekend but someday i will recover.

Sunday aaron took out truck to another car show and me and justice came down to hang out with him for a while. It was a wonderful day and i am glad the weekend is over and back to normal. I need to be able to just keep my normal life sometimes and not add a bunch of things on top of it or I get to tired and so does little man

this week has been really trying for me. my son is being a stinker throwing fits all the time and just being a stinker. Nothing is working, not time outs, not spankings not even going to bed early. I am not sure what else to try, I am ready to pull my hair out and scream, but i know that will not solve anything either. I love him to death but wish that my sweet little boy would come back and the little stinker would go away. Is this what they mean by terrible twos? If so I do not want them in my house and would love for them to go away.

Life has been trying all together and hard. I am not sure what to do to turn things around and make some more money for our family without having to get a real job where I would have to put little man in day care since that would take all the money that I would make and would make no sense to do that. That would not be helping us out at all.

I sold my truck and got a suburban for free, well we traded another car we had for it so that saves us some money, but not enough to make it. I need to start getting some shows for cookie lee. Book parties are good to so if you would like to host a show and earn free jewerly please let me know so that I can get your things to you.

I am depressed and not sure what to do. Way to much going on in the past couple of weeks and nothing has been to good.

Don't ask and I won't tell you. I love my little man even when he tells me that Maxi pads are stickers and comes out like this.

Eden Fantasys
Eden Fantasys is an awesome company that has something for everyone. Wither you are looking for lingerie, to the those other toys they carry it all. They have something for everyone's taste and appeal. I got to review the Infared Massager which is awesome. It comes with five interchangeable attachments, but the opposite side of the wand’s flexible head warms, and both heat. You could get the vibrations and heat the your body needs.

The Infared Massager comes with

1. Focus cone

2. Buffer

3. Dualer

4. Wide

5. Large bump

You have the choice between low vibrations and high heat or high vibrations and low heat. You get the best of both worlds.

To my baby's I will never know.

I love you and miss you so much. I want to hold you and kiss you and show you my love. No matter what you will be in my heart and my thoughts everyday. I am sorry that I was not able to meet you but I know someday I will be able to. God had a bigger plan for you and wanted you to come home. I am not sure why now, but I am just going to except it and love you and remember you for all of my days. I will someday see you two again and I love you both. Never forget that your mommy loves you so much and can't wait to see you someday in heaven. Daddy says that you are in baby heaven eating grapes. I love you.

Love mommy

First time in a big pool with daddy, adina and uncle joel. Justice had a blast.

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They are easy to add to your bra and just as easy to remove. Bra Barrettes come plain and with interchangeable charms. I have one with a yellow flower and I just love it.

Bra Barrettes allows you to be in command of your straps while adding jewerly to your back.

This week has pretty much sucked I lost my baby and had to be away from little man for a few days while I was in and out of the hospital. He now does not want me to leave his site. I am not sure right now if I want to try again since this is the second time that I have lost a baby to miscarriage. I am not sure if I am strong enough to go through it again.

On another note justice is now in his big boy bed and in his new room. He is loving having his toys in his room with him. He is growing up way to fast for me. I want my little baby back but I know that will not happen

Sorry i have not posted lately I will be back on the blog tomorrow I have been in an out of the hospital because I lost the baby so I will be back tomorrow